Tonights been a bit rough.

... Sam loved this season. Such a pyro, hehe. All the fireworks shined in her eyes.

I went and saw Transformers today, alone. LOVED it. Really wanted to share it with someone, but that doesn't seem to be in the cards.

On the drive home, I realized, all over again, that I'm angry - at everyone. And then... emptiness. I'm tired of being like this... I'm tired of the rollercoaster.

I miss that girl so much, its a near physical pain. But guess I'll just soldier on, right?

I know its getting better, but its not going away.